Bad days!! Everyone has them!!

The last couple of days have been REALLY bad days!!! Some things with Nick and I happened, (not good things) and I was really hurt!! I just have to step outside the situation and thank him for doing what he is doing right now! Not because I agree with it or because I think it is right but because it is making me stronger and helping me move on!! My kids and their safety and well being is the only thing that matters to me, and I will do everything in my power to make sure they are safe and well taken care of! It is not easy to be selfless, sometimes I wish I could just lay in bed all day and cry! But I know that won't solve anything! I have to get up every morning and let my kids know that they are LOVED by so many people. I just wish that was enough, but i know it's not it doesn't make things any easier for them. They are so confused with everything that is going on! It just makes it all that much more important for me to make sure they know that I will always be here and I will always do my very best to take care of them! I love you all!