Life sucks!!!

So today has been close to the wrost day I have had since my life got turned upside down. I found out today that Nick has been telling people really really really awful things about me behind my back, that are completely unture!! He is a very hurtful person that has no remorse for what he has put his family through. So after I found out about all this stuff Nick had been saying and had an awful day I got home and found out more bad news!!!! Just one more thing in my life has went down the tube, I am no longer moving to Montana!!! Long story and I am not going to go into detail, I will just say I was very excited about the move but I guess some things are just not meant to be. I am not sure what will happen with my life now!! I have nothing going for me here and need to go some where I can heal but not sure where that is?? All I know for sure is that my boys love me more than anything else and that no matter what I will always have them to fall back on. Kadyn is so sweet, when I found out that I was no longer moving to Montana I was outside bawling and he came up to me and sat on my life and held me when I cryed. I don't know how I am going to get through yet another disapointment in my life, but somehow I have to for my babies!!! I hope one of these days I catch a break, just hope I can make it to that day!!